I'll have to admit I started feeling so bad today that I didn't think I would post anything at all. I'm forcing myself to write this actually, just to see what words I put into print.
Today was a tiring day and I'll have to say it was a very emotional day. I won't go into details...but have you ever been told something by someone that was hurtful only because it was true? I often have such a low opinion about myself that when other people actually point things out to me I already know it tends to cause a bad emotional reaction. I'm not sure what causes it, if it is the depression or just some form of chemical imbalance. I have moments where I just feel like I am falling apart and have no control over anything whatsoever.
Going how I was going this moment hit me hard today. I know everyday can not be sunshine and I knew this moment would come. I am going to be okay I realize, as tomorrow is another day. But I know I must make changes about certain things.
I may find myself heading back to my former dead end job, but temporarily of course. No power in this verse can stop the winds of change. Times they are a changing and dark days do not have to last.
This is the place I come to be with my thoughts. To remember where I come from and to imagine where I'm going. We cannot change the past but we can change the future.
sorry you feel this way, I hope that you feel much better soon. Your right, tommorrow is another day and I'm sure it will be better tommorrow :) *hugs*
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