I've been drifting along and I'm so sick of just getting by--I have to change it and I have to figure out how. I'm sinking in a world that doesn't care that much.
I need a plan, a plot, I need to try something new. By January of 2012 I have to be in a new job or bust. I've become too unused to trying that I need to force myself to try again.
I've got this neat little iPod blogger app so I want to try blogging again for a while. I'm also planning to try a bit of iPod publishing with it focusing on iPod apps and seeing where it goes from there. It could be a fun little venture.
I've gotta find something I love to do in my life before I loathe simply living my life. I've been disconnected from everyone and everything and finding a new connection seems difficult, while maintaining connections seem too often one sided. It is rare when people take an interest in me--but I love those rare people for it as well.
Since I last posted I've also taken an interest in politics once again, and I've discovered I'm a little more libertarian minded at present.
I need to change many things and I feel such a journey begins with a single step....step...
